It's been too long

So my gorgeous little man its been far too long since I've wrote on here 

But I don't love you any less just sorting our new life out as a duo :)

Me and your dad aren't together now

It wasn't working with the distance and the fact rob and me were talking more made my feelings go too as I spoke to him more than your dad (not by choice your dad never messaged back)

But we are friends and hopefully will stay that way till your bigger and old enough and you will realise I've done the right thing

It doesn't make a difference to your life at all as you still see him once a week like before and we have all the fun In the week :)

So where to start we've been to so many places 

Chester Zoo

Blackpool swimming

Sea life x 2 one with josh and one with rob

Blackpool with rob

Cheshire oaks x2 once with rob and once with Tina Becki Ann Katie and jake

That's mummy annoying rob haha your in the back!

We've been to the park lots

 

Dollys had pups that have now been sold 

You've done your first steps for me and you now shout mama when you want me which I find adorable

Your growing up so fast and I see every min of it and its amazing 

:) I love you so much 

We literally do everything together :) 

We've been to play centres and you've seen and spent time with all my friends who love you

I'm going to try book a holiday next month for us and find a new house I just need to sort out some more work for us then we can crack on with our new things 

Auntie Leigh in Tenerife can't wait to see you again she's seen you a couple of times now and she says she can't wait to see you again :) so that's where I'm going to try for 

Anyway my amazing little man mummy needs to so some work to pay for all our days out 

Grandma treated us to Chester zoo and sandcastle in Blackpool the other day that you loved 

She loves you so much and so does grandad 

Your other grandad is in Hawaii at the moment bt back on Thursday which I'm so excited for I bet you will smile when you see him its the longest you've not seen him for you normally see him every few days :) 

You love going to great grandma and grandad Redfords too :) you keep pulling the brass off the fireplace like I did when I was a baby its adorable to watch you grow in the same way I have 

Hopefully I will never let you down and you will continue to grow and become a beautiful well mannered little boy 

Love you lots love your mummy xxx

Here's some more photos of everything over the past few months

Playtime\ cuddles well just our life together xxx

Tired boy

Funny morning face :)

Afternoon nap!

You and uncle rob haha safety first ;)

A pic of you smiling xx

Laughing your head off at me dancing about <3 

Getting ready with you trying to get in the mirror ha 

Mummy loves 

With rob and Colin x

Fab time ;)

Chaz my friend with you

Morning loves and tickles

Water fun at grandads

Day in the sun at grandmas 

You pinching mummy's phone ha

Park with mummy x

Grandads and grandmas this pic is funny as you tried putting your head in the bowl like bobby ha

Bathtime

With a puppy

Clever harri standing up

15 weeks old today

Hello my little chunky boy
We've had such a busy week I've not had much time to write on here
Quick updates this weekend daddy has been home so we went to Blackpool on Friday night :-) to see the lights then yesterday we went to the park with the pups
And we've had a lovely weekend
You did the cutest laugh at me yesterday was kinda squeaky and squealy but so funny
My face was actually hurting from laughing too!
Your so cute now you brighten up every single day
I'm so lucky to have you, I can't believe how fast time is going your nearly 4 months old and it's flown!

Mummy has started selling wedding dresses the idea is if I sell enough I can stay off work longer with you and give you lots of cuddles and kisses :-)
And to help you learn and watch you grow
We can have more days in the park and playing on the rug :-)

Last week we visited great grandma and grandad, we played in the park, met Mani and baby haris for a coffee, and last weekend we went to grandmas for tea and went to see dresses with grandad

Anyway I better go as your daddy has just gone back to work and your waking up at the side of me

Love you always love your mummy x

I also found our first photo of a family this week <3 made me cry! You've made mummy so strong but yet so soft too!