4 weeks 4 days old

8lb 8oz ... I couldn't believe it when she told me that's 1lb 4oz in a week amazing how fast your growing but so sad too as I miss you being my tiny little boy.. I still miss my bump with you inside ... I'm so soft getting all teary eyed thinking of everything

You mean the world to me,
Today you have been good and this week getting back into our routine of feed, sleep feed sleep :)
We now wake up at 9pm 11pm then 12pm then 4am then 8am if I'm lucky for the last one :) sometimes you won't settle

You are so cute and everyone says it... We went to Manchester yesterday I had to feed and change you in boots then we wandered about had cuddles and Starbucks by the triangle then met grandma and went to hers for cuddles where you fell asleep on the floor :)

You slept for ages all the way to 11:45 then you wanted food so I fed you and you fell asleep on my chest listening to my heartbeat

Like your doing now <3

Love you lots son xx

Missing you and feeling sick

Well ive been sick since last thursday and i haven't seen your daddy as hes been on exercise all week so ive hardly spoke to him either, and im feeling sorry for myself missing him lots.

I think its worse because ive been ill.

We have to see the midwife tomorrow to get you measured :)

also to have my bloods done again!

Cant wait to meet you tho your wriggling is what keeps me getting through the day without your dad :)

so thank you xx

Its so hard going out with your daddy sometimes with him working away all the time but so worth it because the time we spend together is beautiful!

Still love york

Well i knew i would...

I love york still... even though it was flooded

we went to all the lovely places we had already been and i went out with your dad till early hours of the morning... thank you for being a good little soldier!

Me and your dad have fully reconnected in love from me being over hormonal over the last few weeks and im going to miss him so much now hes going back down to camp...

Even if he did get ridicuously drunk and break the tv ;) dont tell him i told you that

Your wriggling lots now its mad im loving it though i bet your getting so big and cute in there!

love your mummy

p.s. you will have to give daddy a kick and say thank you for your 1st shoes! baby converse!