Monday 28 May 2012

Amazing bundle 5lbs15oz

Today was the most stressful but beautiful day of mine and your dads lives...

Amazing so here goes I had pains not the night before 26th :) so we decided to come in and have a check 27th... Whilst here daddy got talking to the midwife who decided to give me a sweep whilst she was checking and then we had to go have my contractions monitored.

While on the machine your heart dropped so i was told i may be induced... Later on kept dropping so they panicked and sent me to labour ward, I had my waters broken and got put on a drip which I have to say was awful I just wanted to cry all the time then contractions came thick and fast at 4cm we had diamorphine which took the edge off but you were determined to hurt me mr! So at 8cm I had to have a epidural daddy pined me down while I had it and within 2 hours I was fully dilated then your heart dropped again so I was told if I couldn't push you out in a hour we would have to have forceps suction or c section so I really really pushed and you took me 10mins to get out,

Me daddy and grandma couldn't believe it, to see you was amazing you opened your eyes and just beamed!

Today has been hard I had to let everyone leave us and I couldn't sleep so I now feel like I've been run over as I'm exhausted but I wouldn't change you for the world!

4:37 you entered this world so in a hour your a day old!

We are sat up as you won't sleep without cuddles :-/

Your amazing and me and daddy love you lots

Thanks for being the most painful but best thing ever

Thursday 24 May 2012

Over due today

So yesterday was meant to be your birthing day but you have decided to stay in :) I'm having lots of cramps aches and pains, but ive also got lots done around the house you would be amazed how busy we have been, jet washing, ironing, gardening, sorting out your clothes :)
And you my little gem have let me carry on so thank you

I can't wait to meet you I'm so excited also very nervous as I've never been a mum before and it seems like such a scary task :-/

But I'm sure we will fall in love even more so when we see you :)

Come out cupcake mummy wants snuggles now...

Love you lots love your mummy x

Monday 21 May 2012

39+5 days pregnant :)

So we are nearly at the finish line and I will soon be holding you in my arms I'm so excited.

I love you so much already

Last night I had awful cramps which kept me up all night but you are so worth it!
Every cramp leads me closer to you my gorgeous cupcake

Love and see you soon love your mummy x

Monday 14 May 2012

Tiring me out 34 weeks :) post I made but didn't publish :/

So your getting close to coming out into the big wide world now and don't we all know it you have been moving around like crazy in my belly the last few weeks and so much more now.

Me and your daddy keep whistling at you for you to kick and you response really well <3 we love you so much and your going to be one very lucky little baby to enter this world with all the love we are going to give you :-)

Xx

38 weeks & 6 busy bee

So I'm up with you again little bump and it's 4:39 here we went to bed early last night :)

And we are going back to sleep soon
8 days till your due and I'm so scared about being a mum, and how me and your daddy are going to be when you get here, I hope we still have lots of time together with and without you as we are so used to being alone... I sound selfish but I don't mean it like that I can't wait for you to come.

I'm going to miss all your little kicks though and blowing you a kiss goodnight etc i know while your inside I can protect you :)

Hope your as excited as me love you xxx