Busy visiting

It's amazing we are on Friday again ... One week closer to seeing your daddy.
You've been so clingy since we have been in hospital and it's so hard for me to get things done ..
So we've been to see the family instead ...
Your worth the house getting a little messy :)
We went to see great grandad and grandma yesterday , then auntie ann then grandmas for tea nom nom :0) we are having a busy day today we are going to see mummy's new business venture today to take some photos :) so we can crack on with it.

You've just gone back to sleep and your snoring just like your dad hehe
Love you little man xxx

Little mans rash worry

Meningitis scare?!

Thanks son ... We have had such a lovely day today together after a long night in hospital because you've gained a rash that they thought was meningitis rash

You were so happy all day till they tried to fit a catheter in your hand... Burst a vein then hand 2 then later foot and finally food I had tears streaming down my face watching you so upset but because they were worried it was men I had to let them in order to administer drugs quickly

Thank god it was nothing like infection we have sent bloods off to a special lab to find out what's caused it but for the time being your safe and sound back home :)

I had my bloods done this morning then we've had a afternoon of relaxing and cuddling :)

Thank you :) love you son xxx I was so scared xxx

Second time round brave boy

So you were so brave yesterday having your second injections

I've started to make you a teddy I promised you, he's going to be blue and cream :) and have brave boy on him...

I'm still madly in love with you it's amazing how much we laugh and play together and you smile at me all the time and when your crying it's only for a feed your such a big clever boy!

Everything has gone so fast your 3 months now! Your growing so big!!

I just live everything about you :)

We went shopping for tiles yesterday with granddad then you watched baby looney toons and we cuddled later ... Today we went to auntie Anns for kyles birthday you were very cute asleep until you woke up, you were happy for about 45mins then you wanted food so we came home and changed and fed you and now your fast asleep <3

I hope when you read this one day you realise just how much I love you

It's a love stronger than no other and from the minute i held you I knew i was going to protect and look after you for life


Love you xxx

P.s random and short but daddy came home for 4 days last week and we had an amazing time bonding as a family even if it is hard every now and again we will always love each other :-) z